i have learnt a bunch of lessons this week.
i realised that over these past few years,my character had become horrid,i am in shame of the stuff i realised i have done,i have become self-conscientious,conscious of my image,and i make people feel inferior,when i know they're not,cause i know that you will only feel inferior,if you let your ownself feel inferior,and i do that sometimes.at times,i want to be like somebody,to have their character or personality or a trait that they have,but i have learnt that I am not that person,i have my own traits that God had made me with.we all have out own unique things,that others want but can't have,but as long as you and i know that we're special,we don't need those things,we need to love ourselves just the way we are,everyone i know is simply amazing.they're all lovely lovely people.and i thank God for them,for my friends & relatives in singapore and here.YOU ARE AMAZING!

i think the speaker at chapel made a valid point that, the holy spirit lives inside of us and knows our every move,and God knows whatever we do,whatever we think,and on judgement day,He will judge us for these actions.

i had the privilege of taking up an awesome subject;text and traditions,it had shown me things,opened up this whole new world,showed me things that has slip past my eyes all this time,i absolutely love the subject.for me,its a whole new way of reading the gospel of Luke.

and i realised today,how much i miss lifegroups,and how i have an absolutely fully awesome lifegroup leader that i have taken for granted but never lost hope in me to come,thank you mish=)

this thought came to me two wednesdays ago,on the day Harry Potter 7 Part 2(what a long name) was released in cinemas,on that day,i was watching an episode of the Lastest Buzz,and when it finished i realised it was the last episode(sniffsniff),before that i watched an episode of Scorpion Island,and again realised it was the last episode when it clicked in my head that the obstacle course was called "escape" and there were helicopters circling round the island,to pick up the winners.and then i got thinking about the Harry Potter movie,which is going to be the last one ever,its seems everything is brought to a close,but its only the end of the first chapter.this end signifies the start of a brand new chapter in life.who knows what's in store for the future?