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Wednesday, March 30, 2011Y

yayay,blogging time=) so,hmmm,let's be serious, well,i have started to do some soul-searching recently since,i think too much anyway,which isn't really doing me much good,so,i went into reflective mode instead i don't think anything i typed up there,made any sense,but oh well i have always said and i do know and mean it when i migrated here,my life was given a new leash,cause even though my life was next to perfect,i in person wasn't doing too well,i didn't want to do this,didn't want to do that,i was one big mess My life has always been awesome,God has provided me with such wonderful people that i know as family and friends,that i would never exchange for anything,cause they are that priceless to me,i have,uptil now,always nelgected that fact,when i remembered how i didn't response or ignored them,how much it must have hurt them and made them feel,i am desperately sorry and uptil now,i realised how i have also brought this way of life to australia I had great friends in australia,ones that i never thought i would have,but i always,in some way,always,stuff up the whole relationship,be it,being overly-weird or doing some retarted stuff,and i really regreted it now,why did i do all those things?i don't even remember why,but i do remember what i did.i try over and over to rationalize,try to forget,but everytime i see the same people,all these hu-hah i caused and thought over,comes flooding back,they are not my friends anymore,they see through me,but i can see them. i have no idea why,i can have such a capacity for me to depress myself over such things,and i don't really know who to tell,so i shall write on my blog,even though its not that personal,and i hope not many will see this,i don't really desire people sympathising me,i just need people to listen. i have always thought i was pretty loud-speaking and stuff, well,i think i was just being loud to attract people's attention, maybe i should be loud instead in talking more of these things, will it help? hmmmm well,HOLIDAYS IN TWO WEEKS!yaayayayayay!but theres the dreaded cross-country next week,man,i must get fit,okies,dinner time, random fact:i love classics,like the movie little women,nice movie that is=D

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